I am a survivor. Not sure how I got into this mess, of being married to an abuser/wife beater/person who is allowed to beat on me each and every day???!!!! I know I lived a “normal upbringing” in suburbia in Illinois, but getting married to a “man” who turned into a monster once we got married, and a little even before, of someone I thought I knew, but became someone else, who repeatedly hurt me and thought it was funny and also blamed me afterwards each time. He not only beat me, but often cut me in places that weren’t seen, and told me he would just tell people I fell on glass or something…and he was and is a great manipulator of others. Heaven forbid I cry when he was beating me, otherwise I would get it fifty times more…and yelled at for crying. I haven’t found a way to leave yet…he is so controlling. I am writing this from the dentist chair, and thankfully he can’t be in with me. But he is outside. I am Hoping to find a way out. Alive. Time to figure out and make my plan. I know I am not alone.
Signed; hoping to get out alive.
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