I have wondered and worried whether or not to write this down. I am scared he will kill me even though and also because I left. His anger seems to grow towards me. He hates that I left. He hates that I stood up to him! I had NO choice—-and waited far too long to leave! I feared for my life! I fear still-what he has put me through!
Fear is a haunting and powerful beast! Fear-Pain-Physical/Mental Abuse for the past 15 years. Caused me severe medical problems-some of which I will have for the rest of my life.
Missing teeth because he hit me so hard in the mouth many times, but no assistance, to repair the physical damage he has done. Sick to my stomach , even thinking of this. Doing the best I can.